September 2009
2 posts
My heels are high, my eyes cast low
And I don’t know how to love
I get so tired after midday, lately
I take it out on my good friends
But the worst stays in, or where would I begin?
The time has come for colds and overcoats. We’re quiet on the ride, we’re all just waiting to get home. Another week away, my greatest fear. I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ears.
College, you make me want to grow my hair long and just lay around in central park. I think that would be the ideal college experience, laying in the grace of the grass and learning...
August 2009
1 post
You’re not better than anyone because you have different beliefs. People are so damn ignorant that sometimes it feels like I am wasting my time.
July 2009
3 posts
Stress
is ruining everything. I just want things to be the way they should be. I wish I didn’t pick at things but I do because in many ways I am a secret perfectionist, and not afraid to speak my mind. I just wish it didn’t make me feel so terrible when I do. I’m really not perfect in any way shape or form, but it’s spo hard not to strive to be. I hold myself and my relationships...
June 2009
11 posts
$%^$^@#^&
I think FML does not even begin to describe my situation right now.
I really wish people would just chill out.
Shit. Went. Down.
And it came to me then that every plan Is a tiny prayer to father time As I stared at my shoes in the ICU That reeked of piss and 409 And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself That I’ve already taken too much today As each descending peak on the LCD Took you a little farther away from me Away from me
Blehhhhhh Miss you brother
himynameiscodiii:
I hope when Im in school next year I maintain my ability to really not be mean to anyone and keep that nice person reputation it seems I have earned.
I hope you do to codi, idk what I would do without my nice lady!
DUMB QUESTION: How the hell do I respond to someones post?
Gosh I am clueless
If I could open my arms
And span the length of the isle of Manhattan,...
– -Death Cab for Cutie
This year, is the first year I have actually felt like the person I want to be. I mean I’m not all the way there yet, but i’m getting there. I just don’t want to go to college and get lost and everything.In the beginning of the year I got so lost in everything. I never want that to happen again. I have chnaged so many things In my life and I feel like I am finally making the...
May 2009
1 post
Livin'
Well it is the official start of summer, and I officially have nothing to do. Asses is a lot more work than I initially thought so maybe I will be wasting time on here from now on instead of facebook.